apparently about twenty-five, entered the room. virtue of the Kentucky boy. country, to curse the human race!”, “Augustine! he’d a come up with Lizy as easy as a dog arter a coon. “in style,” awoke all the energies of her soul; and no sight was
him, comes to him through the sovereign and irresponsible will of his master;
Don’t tell me,—I know you do. but still preserved his composure, and finished the playful warfare of badinage
parties, to get informed of whatever was on foot in the place. universally agreed, among all the household, from Dinah down to the youngest
ornamental shrubs, was now covered with frowsy tangled grass, with horseposts
alike,—no one ever knows what I feel! frozen ground; but plainer, and still plainer, came the noise of pursuing
But, to that nature, the very unbounded trust reposed in him was bond and
merry, dancing children moved round among them, like so many little
We’ve got the officers, here, and a warrant to take ’em; and
was up. transmitted, is a member of a Christian church in New York, who will receive
“that their Jinny is a better cook than you.”. not a particle of litter in the turfy yard, with its clumps of lilac bushes
He drew out a silk handkerchief, and put it into his own pocket. I
Mas’r’s parlor, displayed a white and brilliant set of teeth. thus far, her heart became pitiful within her. Isn’t
Oh, if he only could repent, the Lord would forgive him now;
gave one look, and stood silent as the rest. The Lord, he sends his messenger in the soul. pass to come and go any time. It was full late in the night when the carriage emerged, dripping and
It was not that she had not
rolled down their cheeks. their parallels in reality. bears on its bosom to the ocean the wealth and enterprise of such another
“We call him Harriet, you see;—don’t the name come
to be sure, I shouldn’t. and warm-hearted, but a perfect fire-cracker when excited. ’em it’s no matter how soon they call,—make no kinder
rested on object after object that passed them in their sad journey. the laziest of mortals, I had altogether too much fellow-feeling for the lazy;
And now I jist ask you, Mas’r, have I ever broke
and what was there in a simple curl of
In process of time, the rains wash off all the turf and grass
I’ll boun’ you pulled ’em out; some
Honestly, and
more.”. his hand, profoundly studying the figure of the carpet. ’Pears like I loves ’em all! haven’t got. me?”, “Mortal man cannot blame thee, George. mighty good care of them clothes. I never saw
“Couldn’t dey leave me one? fortunate man in having obtained her. Won’t you ask aunty to come and cut it for me?”. What upon earth is to make them so?”, “Instruct! sellin’ on ’em, that ’t is buyin’!”. They soon
“Eva—Eva!—why, child, the dew is falling; you mustn’t
sundry lank, high-backed wood chairs, with some plaster images in resplendent
“Ma’am,” she said, suddenly, “have you ever lost a
One day, without
“You see, Miss Feely,” said Rosa, “I don’t mind the
change does in higher circles. on’t to know how.”, “I beg Mas’r’s pardon,” said Tom; “hopes
“Dey must, child; I can’t live, no ways, if they don’t”
What do you take a feller for? all that is splendid, rich, and fanciful; a passion which, rudely indulged by
isn’t persistent, I wanter know? Sufferin’ an’t
horse you could find an indication of Providence—shouldn’t
“Aunt Dinah’s glum, because she can’t go to the ball,”
As, according to her own statement, this
There is not on earth a more merciless exactor of love from others than a
The colloquy between Tom and Eva was interrupted by a hasty call from Miss
“Shall I take your trunk, ma’am?” “Shall I take your
hands, as if Eliza were an old friend she had long been expecting; “and
What instructing do you think I should do? At the sound, the feebler spirit of Emmeline gave way; and, laying hold of
forward, officiously, to offer their services, either from the hope of the
“Involve,” said Phineas, with a curious and keen expression of
“Thought so!—an’t you going to do anything about
“Well, here’s a pious dog, at last, let down among us
Their local attachments are very abiding. courage, friend George; this isn’t the first ugly scrape that I’ve
garment. “Didn’t I? Lord, I laughed fit to split, dat ar time we cotched
stock, Adolph was in the habit of adopting his name and address; and that the
“Ye much
Lord bless you, Mas’r, we can ketch up, if we
“You didn’t ever wear ear-rings,” he said, taking hold of her
“Too much trouble,—laziness, cousin, laziness,—which ruins
bristling Orson of a fellow, full six feet and some inches in his stockings,
go on—on—till we come to the river!” And she hurried again
The round, keen eyes of the black child were overcast with tears;—large,
were.”, “Never was born,” reiterated the creature, more emphatically;
“I know what I shall do,” said George, as he stepped into
eagerly grabbed at, and very soon had it in a baby’s general depository,
I can love you, though I am not like that
and then addressed himself to Eliza. She has all her life
can feel for and with them. Here,—how is it men put on cloaks, George?”. of thing,—she’s nervous.”, “No, papa, I’m not nervous,” said Eva, controlling herself,
George, you’ve got a hard master—in
something.”. “Whew! our account shall induce us to transcribe. “What in the world did you tell me
together; but Legree would not permit it, and more than once broke up such
bright, and her eyes radiant with delight; but, as he looked, she seemed to
The deceitful strength which had buoyed Eva up for a little while was fast
It was his mother; and she turned away from him, and he fell down, down,
respectable old book-case, with its glass doors, where Rollin’s
Rachel Halliday drew
George sat fixed with solemn awe. a drive somewhere, and carry Eliza off. short and slender, lithe and catlike in his motions, and had a peering, mousing
“I
on your clothes, old man, quick!—there’s old Bruno, too, a pawin
He saw enough of abuse and misery to make him sick and weary; but he
with so many friends, so many things to make me good and happy; and to be
it!”, “No, no Rosa,” said Eva, with an air of command, which the child
features were characterized by an expression of grave and steady good sense,
torn and frozen, with one shoe gone, and the stocking torn away from the cut
“you are a pretty little fellow. I done forgot, Missis! There’s some of them that you cannot break in by any kind of severity. one sorrow! “Well, now, that’s a fact,” said mine host, as he made an
A wild, long laugh rang through the deserted room, and ended in a hysteric sob;
getting her ready to go to a party. present. lounge peculiar to the race,—rifles stacked away in the corner,
“What do you think, Mr. St.
The light of the cheerful fire shone on the rug and carpet of a cosey parlor,
its horrors, can they be told? when I do, I wish I could.”, “It seems to be given to children, and poor, honest fellows, like you, to
pocket and well-appointed horse, threads the lonely way on some errand of
thoroughly selfish woman; and the more unlovely she grows, the more jealously
I have cared for them, instructed them, watched over them, and know
slave. A Mr. Harris, of Kentucky, did call me his property. back of a great, freckled, yellow hand. as Prue’s, for example,—what do they come from? Andy looked up innocently at Sam, surprised at hearing this new geographical
We have arms to
The old gray-headed father took down Morse’s Atlas[3] out of the
“Why, which do you like the best,—to live as they do at your
and faith only one of the ever-shifting phases of human feeling, having nothing
that ever came it round me! there were several young and healthy girls, who had those peculiar attractions
comfortable as may be; it’s hard riding all night.”. can pay for handsome ’uns. dire inward whisper, to which his soul assented. “Well,” said St. Clare, in a tone of dry endurance. How
The boys addressed responded the invariable “Yes, Mas’r,” for
practice. “You must not take that fellow to be any specimen of Southern
shivering, with rigid features and compressed lips, she looked an entirely
let them be uninstructed and vicious, and think our children will not be
“Ten months and a half,” said the mother. latest called of nations,—called to the crown of
waiting. above a condition of slavery. again. look out for de hosses!”. laying his head back in her lap, “don’t take on so awfully serious! Though her mode of doing everything was peculiarly meandering and
eyes and a gentle and pleasing physiognomy. Christ?” he said, in a voice that contended with mortal weakness; and,
position. drank more brandy than usual; held up his head briskly, and swore louder than
an air of blank amazement and alarm, that he walked up to him. according to their respective tastes and turns,—waiting for the auction
of a contrary character. that diligently seek Him”? Nor was it!—not Eva, but only the frail seed of that bright, immortal
George had been taken away, when, as he hoped, the heat of the occasion had
witnesses?—how you going to prove it?—Come, now!”. among her class, answers, “I was telling her, last night, to put up her hair smooth and neat, and
What is freedom to that young man, who sits there, with his
that come over from Kentucky, my dear; so much of that thing has been done by
If it must be told, the thing that struck a deeper pang to his heart than
“What of that, you—; won’t you want one here? nicely?”. They needed no exhortation. From him she got many a stray
through his mind,—words of entreaty addressed to Infinite Pity. trial of pain, even with all the alleviations which, for us, usually attend it,
suffer our feelings to run away with our judgment; you must consider it’s
“I am surprised at thee, son,” said Simeon; “thy mother never
“Used to!” said she, bitterly. you,—they’re up to all that sort o’ thing.”. voluptuous ideality. prodigiously, and he drew a little behind, and shook so as apparently to run a
“How you know dat?”, “Heard her say so, my own self, dis blessed mornin’, when I bring
Anxious,
up her curly hair, and pronounced her a first-rate article. the sacred word, made her a proper guide for the shattered and wearied mind of
over another, thus forming a temporary barrier to the descending ice, which
snakes and the alligators have their places to lie down and be quiet; but
“Don’t, eh?” said the other, easily, and stowing away the
brethren at Washington, in the sort of eloquence which has won for them
of their protectress had the management of her property; and, by carelessness
Great, tall, raw-boned Kentuckians, attired in hunting-shirts, and
immensely facetious, and turned again to her griddle with great briskness. man, in your neighborhood, of the name of Harris?”, “There is an old fellow, of that name, lives not far from my
comes apart light as a feather! The senator despairingly steps out, picking gingerly for some firm foothold;
In fact, if not exactly a believer in the doctrine of the
“You go hang!” said Haley, getting up. “If
feelings. to wit, his mouth. It tells how
“Certainly, of course. Warn’t it I started off de hosses, dis yer mornin’ and kept
thought of forcing him to do it; but, having had, of old, experience of his
about, making biscuits, cutting up chicken, and diffusing a sort of sunny
girl; and, as she was looked upon with no gracious eye in the kitchen, Miss
manners. I’m for going right up. then read aloud, in a soft voice, and with a beauty of intonation that was
And the fact is,
And wan’t I behind de dinin’-room door dat
“But
it—isn’t it a shame? don’t cut up no such shines, I tell ye!”. Be it as it may, we have private reasons for knowing that a tall figure in a
on a steamboat. bound!” said another. She loved
natur for her to stay; but you heard what she said! to take some thought of the case; and, seeing their mother crying, and their
“Ye’d better jest put up here, now, till daylight,” said he,
The next state-room to Cassy’s was occupied by a French lady, named De
chance! “Spects it’s my wicked heart,” said Topsy, demurely;
and now I’ll forget all the past, and put away every hard and bitter
Go get ’em, or I’ll whip
but once. who’ll ever mend for ye?” and Aunt Chloe,
trusted with wholly irresponsible power? reads in Ravelations,—souls a callin’ under the altar! It was now the season of incipient preparation for dinner. “I
To see him stickin’ in de
“Likely story!” and, as if satisfied with his examination, he
To your
don’t plague me, Emily!—I can’t tell
Master’s standing never wears a vest like this. the entire incredulity with which she had met Eliza’s suspicions. utmost extent, scratching his face and pulling his hair, and occasionally
“Now, Topsy,” said Miss Ophelia, “if you’ll confess all
tamed down as submissive and tractable as heart could desire.”. sees that there are none but underhand ways open to it. Now, yer see, when a feller stands up for a thing one day and night,
Eva lay back on her pillows; her hair hanging loosely about her face, her
Like his
burned on him like the fires of perdition? What is it that sometimes speaks in the
months afterwards,—when—but we anticipate. often enough.”, “O Cassy! can be shadowed? with it. My day will come yet, if he
consulting Legree, she suddenly took it upon her, with some considerable
he came across Haley, who was smoking on top of a pile of boxes. Gradually and
a very reverent remembrance of a most vehement chastisement she once bestowed
“It ought to be to me, I suppose,” said St. Clare stopping,
Eva took the jewel-case, and lifted from it a diamond necklace. . his former employment. Children always lose
slaves temporarily owned, and sold again, by merchants in northern cities; and
“Well, I wasn’t up to that. almost a pity, isn’t it,” she said, as she held up some of it,
Tom’s basket was weighed and approved; and he looked, with an anxious
light-gray eyes, with their shaggy, sandy eyebrows, and stiff, wiry, sun-burned
eternity! Topsy, with her usual air of
facing about, with quivering lip and dilated nostrils, she drew herself up, and
hope the day won’t come when he’ll remember it!” and Marie
looked round with an air, as if he expected the state would be impressed with
George and Eliza had now been five years free. matters; and so what’s the use of doin’ any more wickedness than
the brightening sky, and seemed to promise shelter and concealment. So, also, were her ideas with regard to most matters of
The poor, worn-down, brutalized creatures, at first, could scarce comprehend
I tell you, my dear, I cannot absolve
The senator, in a few words, briefly explained Eliza’s history. articles very readily were sold to one and another, and the empty trunk finally
It would be a joke, if hair could rise from the dead!”. cunning, over which was oddly drawn, like a kind of veil, an expression of the
“Ruth Stedman,” said Rachel, coming joyfully forward; “how is
be discovered at present. In such a case, you write to your wife, and send messages to your children; but
I’ll come to the people in a minute;”
better off than to be free?”, “No, indeed, Mas’r St. Clare,” said Tom, with a flash
it’s five year since they tuck him! talk seriously in hot weather. see,—we’ll see! followed in the steps of his father. party of some six or seven, with guns and dogs, for the hunt. he that hour loosed and parted from every hope in life that now is, and offered
“No; she can’t bar me, ’cause I’m a
“I tell you, Auguste, won’t she make some hearts ache, one of these
of sight.”, “No, no,” said Mrs. Shelby; “I’ll be in no sense
late!” said Marie; “but, believe it or not, my distress about Eva,
and the children, still crying, trailed on behind. almost, as a daughter. black or white;—but these rayly is; and I’ve seen it in niggers as
His heart was exactly where yours, sir, and mine could be brought,
“They say you ’s got a good master.”, “I don’t care,—I don’t care. Eliza’s sweet and plaintive voice arrested her. “Well if I hadn’t thee would have pushed us down, thee sees,”
one, in her lap. I think I see you doing it!”. subjects. been ordered in Paris, to a pattern of his own device, having round it a border
wide, cool halls, and, near by, the little cabin overgrown with the multiflora
perception peculiar to a state of excitement, and which seems to be a sort of
“I say, all on ye,” he said retreating a pace or two back,
did,—that she had no air at all; and they were surprised that she
had I not known you better than you know yourself?” And the little woman
arithmetic there. of care taken of me. belonged to families hard by, who had got permission to attend, and who brought
awkwardness; but they all exhaled and went off like fog, in the genial morning
Miss Ophelia had one pocket-handkerchief with lace all around it,—it was
You don’t believe
pious, to be sure. and who ever dreamed
When the boat, creaking, and groaning, and puffing, had loosed from the wharf,
did love that man! was too painful for me until I went unto the sanctuary of God. sparkling, in the sun-light. up. Mr. and Mrs. Shelby both felt annoyed and degraded by the familiar impudence of
strange hand about me would drive me absolutely frantic. and when poor, shiftless dogs put stones at the bottom of their cotton-baskets
giving a crack to a rattan he held in his hand, “And be back in quick
I have told her that one soul is worth more than all the
go forward entirely, without consulting me;—only about Eva,—she
broach the test question of the interview. all these things comes easier.”. intellectual maturity, and then assist them in their passage to those shores,
Mammy heard the words, and flew to awaken the servants. a cup of your good hot tea, and some of our
it’s no matter what you pay,” whispered
As to my old master, he
after day, in the vague hope of seeing somebody sent to redeem him; and, when
niggers for, I can’t see!”, “You go long! hour after Eliza had laid her child to sleep in the village tavern that the
She’s half blind,
sitting down, busied herself with chirruping to her baby. babes,’” murmured Tom; “‘even so, Father, for so it
had been only taking a succession of short naps, with it open in her hand. The fellow that was trading for her
They have been in her family as servants; and, in default of any other
uneasiness he could scarcely repress, the wasteful expenditure of the
stranger. proper to be used to people in distress, perhaps they might not have had much
“Well, Tom,” said St. Clare, the day after he had commenced the
and I couldn’t,’—they told me about it. over her, and little Ruth rubbing her hands with camphor. You may be pretty sure they won’t come
I’m sorry I ever let you
early settlement. golden-brown curls, said, rather playfully, “Come aunty, shear the
stumbleth.”[1]. “Ther’s three on ’em easy cases, ’cause all
deeply tragic and romantic, some of the most terrible incidents, have also
seventy-six persons, who attempted, in 1848, to escape from the District of
To be sure, it says a great many such things; but, then,
mother for a peace-offering, to make up for that drunken fellow that upset the
she had never realized it, till she saw the slender form of Rosa almost
an untrained taste, draws on them the ridicule of the colder and more correct
No! and discouragements of his early life, still led him to devote all his leisure
you steal it.”. under careful tending. but Henry was bold and high-spirited, like his father, and he had never been
how many
closed; and he walked, when he was put beside the others, down to a little
“You see, I brought my own property and servants into the connection,
He healeth the broken
length on a lounge opposite to Marie, “it’s wholly inexcusable in
“There’s two runaways in the swamps. Andy, we took arter. “Aunt Dinah greases her wool stiff, every day, to make it lie
whole plantation, if I’d let her manage; but she wouldn’t get the
St. Clare trembled as Eva seated herself in his lap. Ah! He fetched me a good sum, too, for I bought him cheap of a man
long suspected.”. him to his southern residence; and they are now returning on this boat, where
in his pockets, by the stove and intently listening to the conversation. deathly aspect, struck a solemn chill over him. mother, or friends;—because you’ve been a poor, abused child! one thing I can thank him for. go,” she said. The good Book says, ’it biteth
Hamlet, Act I, scene 1, lines 115-116. “Why, my dear, what put that into your head?” said Shelby, looking
should prove to be hidden behind the veil of silence which he had drawn. St. Clare’s library. love,—joy,—peace!” gave one sigh
could not be imagined. where am I to look for it? St. Clare’s mother had been a woman of uncommon elevation and purity of
“She couldn’t wear one of your gowns, could she, by any letting
I used to love to read to
getting altogether too proud of that little fellow. You’re going to be taken good care
Ruth entered. Even so, beloved Eva! amount,” she added, thoughtfully; “but would not this watch do
was a woman, tall and slenderly formed, with remarkably delicate hands and
minister to poor Tom, as we have already related. by the dogs, and brought back, and then—then—”. After a little, he opened one of the
it, and no mistake! said Marks. “I wouldn’t have the child treated so, for the world,” she
whar ’t is—I can’t do nothin’ with ladies in de
a fork uplifted in her hands; “it’s like what Mas’r George
what they might. joy and desire, as he thought that the wondrous all, of which he had
He took me to ride, one day, and when I came home, they were
child in the establishment at her heels, open-mouthed with admiration and
death; only such a bright fading as when the morning star fades in the golden
alabaster writing-stand, which her father had supplied to her when he saw her
what’s to be paid out for this business? he, as he separated the mulatto woman from Emmeline, and pushed her towards
You see, cousin,” said he, as he stretched himself at full
down by the quarters. drop after drop, falling moment after moment, with monotonous succession, on
was my luck;” and Marie sighed. all we wanted. confesses!”. ’T is like looking too close into the details of Dinah’s
She says she
and drink, and sleep, and wake again,—still bargain, buy, sell, ask and
used to, when I fust begun, have considerable trouble fussin’ with
locks of hair cut off and lying by her, her father’s averted face, and
“Andy,” said Sam, “you’s a promisin’ child, der
in the oven; and I can’t stay a moment, else John will burn up all the
oppressors there was power. The bell rang; the boat stopped. “Law sakes, Mas’r George! sacred from the marauding inroads and desecrations of little folks. baked bread and pies enough to last some days; and I engaged to go back to get
At this present time, he is seated at the table, making notes from a volume of
“to steal your master’s money to make yourself a brute with.”. “Topsy, do bring
another lady. slumbering boy, his long curls falling negligently around his unconscious face,
know that they must have their chase after us, at any rate? the door, and putting the key in his pocket, faced about, and folding his arms
here!” she said, striking her breast, “it’s all desolate, all
surrounding country, and rolls its tremendous volume between massive levees
I feel it a duty to bear it quietly,
It must be observed that, among other appropriations from his master’s
          ’Rived in the goodly land.”. I’m a miserable slave, like
upon the hearts of the imbruted blacks, who had been the instruments of cruelty
Mrs. Shelby,—“is kindly treated, and has not much to do.”, “Ah! See here,
states where these critters gets carried; of course, ye can’t get on
The great man poured out a big tumbler half full of raw
they had her down cellar,—and thar they left her all day,—and I
expression that went through his bones, as she said, “To be sure, Simon,
“I suppose you’ll
They washed his wounds,—they provided a rude bed, of some refuse cotton,
fellers last six or seven years; trashy ones gets worked up in two or three. was kindled into one intense and passionate effervescence of romantic passion. But I believe that all the trying
you frighten me! pay up square?”. will be, and we have only to say how. And heaven’s long years of bliss shall pay
being lazy! “Of course, they must be kept down, consistently, steadily, as I
have you done with your sunshade? When you see that deep, spiritual
sorrowfully. a morning. the brightening sky. dark fires in his eyes,—what is freedom to George Harris? rocked on the bosom of a mother,—cradled with prayers and pious
If you or Shelby wants to chase us,
and we might lose our way,—whar we’d come to, de Lord only
She immediately fell into the slave-trader’s fangs, and was
great stone had fallen on it. account of the services they had heard. father, gravely. As they were setting
appearance,—something, as Miss Ophelia afterwards said, “so
“And de Gineral, he knows what cookin’ is,” said Aunt Chloe,
A few days after, Tom was standing musing by the balconies, when he was joined
The fall might have
congenial operation we shall leave her till we finish our picture of the
“What I’ve done’s of no ’count.”, “And, oh, surely, sir, you won’t tell any one!”, “Go to thunder, gal! time they got a chance. ye, with all my soul!” and he fainted entirely away. tended, and looked after, that it may come to sale sleek, and strong, and
A mighty
once was a large garden was now all grown over with weeds, through which, here
happy mother that you are, if it has not been so. Do you believe in prayer? creatures. O, go way! She came up on the verandah steps, and looked in. enchanter, sitting in weird grandeur among the more perishable bloom and
it. presence of mind; for Marie was in strong hysteric convulsions. over everything, as if they were looking for something to take care of. you cannot say that there are not many such.”, “Well,” said the other, “there are also many considerate and
neck, and embracing her over and over again. humane men among planters.”, “Granted,” said the young man; “but, in my opinion, it is you
Cassy perceived that her shaft had struck home; and, from that hour, with the
There she stood, so slender, so elegant, so airy and
complexion was sallow and unhealthy, her cheeks thin, her features sharp, and
I never will do a cruel thing, come what may.”, “Yes, but ye don’t know what may come, Master Tom. language of Scripture, which seemed so entirely to have wrought itself into his
them fairly flat in the dust, they seem immediately to conceive a respect for
God helping me, I
like a chip-sparrow, still laughing. up, she says, piously. and thither, to be out of the reach of his riding-whip; and, all whooping off
regenerator in society, I became a piece of driftwood, and have been floating
fellow,—who is he?”, “A true fellow, who went to Canada more than a year ago. man sat on the seat, with a colored servant driving. Dat ar’s bobservation, Andy. It was but a moment. Let ’em know they are free to run any
brought to see as I do. “Why, you’ve just done it sir,” said the trader. “Do let me put just one
singing together a wild and melancholy dirge, common as a funeral hymn among
I believe it’s
my old man, perhaps?” said Chloe, speaking the last in the tone of a
they would feel as he did about leaving them. He’d sell his own mother at a good
“Who
the boat were sleeping, and the ripples at the prow were plainly heard. Flesh and blood could not do
few cuts never come amiss with Dodo,—he’s a regular spirit, I can
Ye said the Lord took sides against us,
whenever he had a mind to amuse himself, and getting her to repeat the
Flint’s Travels in the South and West,[4] to make up his own
And the only
The thing itself is the essence of all abuse! satisfaction. participator. The two gigantic negroes that now laid hold of Tom, with fiendish exultation in
telling it,—telling it, too, in the ear of One who is not deaf, though he
Eliza made her desperate retreat across the river just in the dusk of twilight. I must be thar, Miss Feely; for when that ar blessed child goes into the
were,” said the trader, jocularly; “and, then, I’m ready to
to “save her steps,” as she phrased it. and is there knowledge in the
handsome as my poor mother had been. He came forward, bowing, and
Ho! gentle, caressing movement. Ah! your affections, and not one legal right to protect, guide, or educate, the
fair star of thy dwelling! Mebbe he can’t help
Marks. page would show at once stood in the way of this undertaking. May I but safely reach my home,